Happy 4th eve.
There’s a quiet that I am starting to recognize as “relaxation“. I am unsure how to describe it other than when a relationship is going well, with no bumps in sight, and if it’s something unfamiliar things might seem off.
I’m not neurotic, at least I don’t think, rather calm at first encounter, and soon enough everyone learns of my strong-willed nature. The right topic of conversation and I’m all up and arms.
Thinking of rewatching The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, soon after I finish reading the paperback I’ve had for years. I have to find something that will help me overcome my fiction-phobia—the most serious case of it.
I love the film of what I can remember: grunge, dark-core, violence—tempted to watch it already!!
Not their Roman empire
The hardest thing to come around to is a friend’s birthday for a relationship that didn’t withstand the test of time. I miss her dearly. Every time I see anything Sanrio, I think of her. But the best choice I can make, now, is to love from a distance. I was heavily distracted and didn’t realize how superficial the long-distance friendship was becoming when the main mode of communication was digital—a difficult bond. Experiencing someone in 3D is drastically different than through a device
And I’m done with any (and all) relationships that hinge on a device.
It’s too much for my tactile heart to handle.