Hunger is cheap
It’s been a charming prelude to a lengthy weekend. I’ve had goat, of all things, like 4 times (I am in my protein-maxing phase) yesterday alone.
the palette is expensive
Greek yogurt, meat (more red than normal?!), a bowl of bolognese (93% lean mince). I need more protein ideas, besides my go-to eggs. I think I saw a video about swordfish or some fish variety with crazy high macros
I responded about Sx and the City, Carrie, and Big. It’s partially, mostly, a rant about communication in relationships—I have to work on it too… life is not a revolving door to let people come and go as they please.
Re: sex and the city is so iconic and therapeutic bc bigs represents so many men that make women feel so insane
BIGS SUCKSSSSSSSSSS. WHEIDOSKSKDOSKSKSKDKKSSBSJSOKSODJDJOSODKDJDISK. also how the f*ck do they date so many people.I want to agree that Big sucks as I thought so too, at first (I'm on the last season). But Carrie is also madly immature, and a self-proclaimed neurotic. She doesn't know what she wants out of the relationship or more so she communicates poorly and it bubbles up inside her. I think many of the conversations she had about him with her gfs she could have talked to him. And walked away when her needs weren't being met. Her hobby became (obsessing about) big, besides her column, smoking, and shopping. She was trying to fill a void in her with him. The entire time she calls him big, we don't get a name, from my view Carrie idolizes him for his characteristics just like how Big does with models. She finds out much later that he was once married which is at least a 1st date question.
Big has his flaws and since he continuously knew what he was doing to Carrie. Clearly not a good guy but she left a revolving door for him to come back whenever he pleased and he took advantage. How is she supposed to move on (if she doesn't do what’s best for her)?
I didn’t respond to dating many people. How do you do that?
Well, it’s tough. It came down to managing schedules.. including my own. I did it when I worked at the law firm. I was so mentally exhausted that relaxing hurt more… so I saw several people, at once. I won’t even call it dating just meeting people and extending the period I got to know them—entertaining is the right word.
Officially: I stopped going on…, that site is not psychologically good. There are a few lines that the mind can cross over frequently and enabling one’s deluded self-induced importance is not a comfortable place for my psyche.
So what’s the fix? Reddit ofc. Did you know you can have multiple Reddit accounts with the same email? I feel like a total newbie. I’m not though. I don’t interact with Reddit other than to read, react, and say “So glad that’s not me!“
All my memories around Reddit have been less than ideal, and they go way back…
love-love the still-life arrangements in this and the teetering between life and decay.
sublime. <3