Clear. Is that even a color? Sx and the City is a jazz-infused Ross Bleckner fever dream—which I will continue to consume its allure.
But NYC is grime central, New York State not so much. I also love most of the North East so I’m torn
I woke from an insistent dream that ended with what seemed like a biographical lecture on Fitzgerald. I assume the American author who gave us The Great Gatsby but there’s no way of knowing.
I went browsing on Audible but realized I’ve read most of the notable works by F. Scott Fitzgerald… The dreamscape instructions were unclear with elements around greed and ego, without going too much into detail. But it was probably the most disturbing of experiences. To date. Raw malarkey.
However, I stumbled across Matt Fitzgerald’s How Bad Do You Want It?: Mastering the Psychology of Mind over Muscle Which fits more, than the previous author. I can see a lecture on endurance athletics, sports science, and mental capacity
I’ve been listening to it through chores. pretty good so far… lots of Mind over Matter. 3h 46m left. It resonates with something I heard weeks earlier from a video creator which i placarded on a post-it right in view
Drive is more important than skill.
this is why i now write every day—publicly (this newsletter).. not including my private diary, dream journal, and reviews of things consumed/experienced
anyway…
I've only more recently in dreams been able to read things, pick up words, and remember them fully from books in my dreams. It was damming before. I’d go to write something down and it would melt under my pen the thoughts wouldn't flow so easily. Words incomplete, scrambled, in Russian even
Be delusional asf
I think if dreams were easy. They’d matter less.
Literal dreams like the other option to a 9-5, unless that’s your dream